I recently having real bad time at work. But i learn more about myself that i didnt see before, i always speak bluntly, and did not realized peoples react differently when they hear something with no filter. I'm not rude, im just sassy and its hard to apply at work. Maybe peoples cant handle the ugly truth. i might be honest but i am not wise enough LoL
I dont know if i gotta change or just stay unique... i have less and lesser friend hahaha its ironic that i feel lonely sometimes now, which i never care... maybe i am old
however, i still feel blessed with my current income, so i can maintain my simple life. I try to forgive and forget what's not fair at work. i try to care less for my own good. sometimes inner peace is about letting go what i cant have.
i learn how to paint tiny figures recently, and it was ugly. i need more practice to apply paint and water color with real brush which i have no 'undo' like in digital canvas.it was cool and also frustrating at first try. hahaha
My life would be all about work for a while... i will try to keep drawing... hope you all still love me