I feel like i wanna write after sometime... I get to learn a lot from this company i am currently working for, i get to see so less peoples have dignity and integrity. Most peoples get to their position not because they are capable, but because they have a/some 'backup(s)'. It doesn't matter if they are capable or not, they can sit still in nice position and untouchable. they are lucky, but become a disaster for the company itself. I do'nt know if the chairman aware of this. Obviously, Its sad, for someone like me who climb up with all effort i have these 11th year trying to earn living independently in this province. moving from capital city to this province was not easy, i was so angry and lost back then, i never get to choose and walk on the path i want. back then i keep blaming the external factors. But, slowly i get to learn that i wont go anywhere if i never try, and failing is not the end of everything. After moving, life was never easy, i get to head to head with my parent